get a life, shaz!

i usually blog only when i feel the need to let things out so pardon for the emo entries.

feeling down right now, though about things that are not THAT important. i hate changes. and there are somewhat alot of changes taking place that i am slowly aware of. changes not to my favor, at all. boohoo. :(

somehow i hope i can focus my mind on the more important stuff - school, work and perhaps savings? i need a DAY life. and i think i need to start being able to work and live independently. i guess im just being to dependent on my peers. i am getting to attached with some that somehow sometimes i cannot live without them.

i should start to get serious with life - let my mind rule and not my heart. cos my heart rules most of the time. i need to prioritize things that matter more than those which dont. i need to prioritize people that matter more than those who dont.

i need to stop being so childish over things. i need to tell, and i will. whether or not that person likes it, i will move on with life. at least ive done my job and so i would not regret not telling.

i hate my life.
sometimes.