get a life, shaz!

i usually blog only when i feel the need to let things out so pardon for the emo entries.

feeling down right now, though about things that are not THAT important. i hate changes. and there are somewhat alot of changes taking place that i am slowly aware of. changes not to my favor, at all. boohoo. :(

somehow i hope i can focus my mind on the more important stuff - school, work and perhaps savings? i need a DAY life. and i think i need to start being able to work and live independently. i guess im just being to dependent on my peers. i am getting to attached with some that somehow sometimes i cannot live without them.

i should start to get serious with life - let my mind rule and not my heart. cos my heart rules most of the time. i need to prioritize things that matter more than those which dont. i need to prioritize people that matter more than those who dont.

i need to stop being so childish over things. i need to tell, and i will. whether or not that person likes it, i will move on with life. at least ive done my job and so i would not regret not telling.

i hate my life.
sometimes.

lost.

was browsing around facebook when i came across something.

"if you prick us, do we not bleed? if you tickle us, do we not laugh? if you poison us, do we not die? if you wrong us, do we not revenge?"

got it from a status update of a friend.
find it pretty cool that i felt like sharing. heh.

somehow, the whole thing makes sense, doesnt it?
heh.

sidetrack, i miss my friends! :(

remorsed.

to start off, i was already utterly disappointed with myself for disappointing another. felt really guilty and remorseful about it.

sure i deserved that cold treatment. but ive profusely apologised as i know there was nothing much i could do to make it up. but it was even more upsetting to know that it came from my own (imaginary) daddy.

once again, im sorry.

down.

and the feeling just sucks.
period.

the sweetest love.

omg! omg! omg!
i love robin thicke!
and i LOVEEEE this song!

video below is taken live when mr thicke sang live in san diego.

loves it! :))

diagnosed with love.

if you did go to my main page, you would have heard the song.

ouh gosh how i love it.
just the way i love 'with you'. :)

Diagnosed With Love
- Chris Brown

I'm Starin At The Clock
It's A Quarter To Three
I'm Tossin In My Bed
Cause I Jus Can't Sleep
Cause You're Not Here With Me
I'm Reachin Out For You
I Wish I Could Talk To You
Tryna Figure Out What's Goin On With Me
I'm Use To Havin All The Answers For Everything
Oh Girl
I Think She Is The One
Where Is That Comin From?

It's So Crazy
Baby You Simply Amaze me
So Much More Than Lately
I Owe It All To You (Owe It All To You)
All Those Games We
Use To Play Now
Seem So Lame To Me
What I'm Comin Down With
Feels New To Me
All I Know Is That You Are The Cure
Cause I Been Diagnosed With Love

Does Anybody Know The Answer To This Question
Cause I'm Confused Now
I'm Opened For Suggestions
My Heart Is Talkin Loud (So Loud)
What Is This About (About)
I'm Really Changin Now, Oh
Cleared All The Numbers Out My Phone
Done Left That Whole Life Alone
Those Are Two Of The Symptoms I See
And I Believe
Oh Girl, I Am Sure
That You Are My Miracle

tokyo or redang?

Our dearest Shazran, wishing you everything that makes you happy on your birthday and always! =))

Love,
your fellow MATK'ians